but i'm supposed to go to my old friends graduation party and i was talking about how my mom does sit ups but they're actually crunches and she's like well i have a bigger gut then you. And he's like you have a gut? and i'm like everyone has guts and he's like i dont which i mean at 126 and 5'9 who has any fat on them? Idk then he compares me to this big girl that he knew who wore skimpy clothes that hardly covered her fat. and its like wow what if i'm as big as her. And what if everyone thinks I'm huggeeee.
And just when I was feeling super good about myself and finding my skinnier bum like this comes up. I don't know like is this supposed to help me go tomorrow?
And he said thats all I need is another Patty mannn idkkk....
I went shopping yesterday wanting to get a new outfit for tomorrows parties but i stupidly spent most of my money on these super cute shoes and Patricks grad gift (that he'll prob hate) but then I looked in oldnavy's mirror and was like wow i look good. I've lost 33 pounds which before its like sooooo but I'm getting thinner and its crazy.
BUT at the same time I'm still not super skinny for tomorrow...................=(
no, you're not super skinny, but do you really want to be an emaciated twig? you hit a huge milestone, getting below 200 lbs! be happy about that!! you can't lose the weight overnight (but if you could, I'd ask for your secret), so you've just got to keep up the hard work and reach your goals first. every time I lose, it always makes me feel great about myself. if I gain, I kind of ignore it and move on. feel great about your accomplishments, don't let others bring you down!!
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