My best friend from kindergarten that i've known for years (we're 18 now) is having a graduation party!
BUT
I haven't seen him in person since I was in 2nd grade. Unless you count webcam or pictures like myspace and facebook. So IDK! His father I've heard is very judgemental like he'll talk about people being fat behind their backs or oh she's hot to my friend and its like I'm worried If I go he'll talk about me when I leave about how fat I am.
I know this is prob mainly my self consiousness but he's sister's 5'3 and weighs in at a whopping 95 pounds he's skinny as hell and a lot of his friends are too. I'm afraid if I go I'll be like the biggest one there.
Plus I don't know anyone there except for his fam who I haven't seen since 2nd grade so roughly 11 years. IDK I was thinking about just not going. But I don't know If I'll regret not going....
I Deff need advice!!! pLEASE help!!
I have to RSVP on the 20th which is this Saturday and the party's next saturday! So it's not like I'm going to be able to lose a zillion pounds by then.
Help =(
whatever! go and have fun!! who cares if people talk about you, show off your winning personality and then they'll be talking about how nice and successful you are!
ReplyDeleteFirst, I want to say CONGRATS! You've lost THIRTY POUNDS! That is such a huge accomplishment! I would go! Don't listen to what other people say; you deserve to be happy and social regardless of the number on the scale. Seriously. I know first hand that it can be hard, but put on a smile and enjoy the day!
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